Modern error victim of a modern age 2023

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1.	[I] Modern Age 01:47	lyrics	buy track
Pleasures Silent Violence Vibrant Lust love All war Undone What for? Nations Falling Curtains Calling Save you I’ll leave Two worlds One me
2.	Error Of The World 03:42	lyrics	buy track
Entering this new age Hidden in a flower face Spiraling to nothing (I gave it all) Take my life I can’t control it No way to coexist We’re the error of the world And we get what we deserve Waiting to be heard Or salvation to return Error of the world I’ve forgotten love is pure And forgotten what for No way to let go Let go Connected in a new way But from ourselves we separate (What should I believe?) Because I entered dreaming and returned haunted This is my life but you control it No way to coexist We’re the error of the world And we get what we deserve Waiting to be heard Or salvation to return Error of the world I’ve forgotten love is pure And forgotten what for Become broken The world is poison Search the sky For a future sign Let go of all the lies And start my own decline Let go and feel all of the hurt Let go and give it to the Earth Let go like it’s your final words Just waiting to be heard
3.	A Vital Sign 03:44	lyrics	buy track
Like it was meant to be We lose control, try to be seen We make ourselves believe That this worth is guaranteed Love is like a war, Love, like a chemical, (All for you) Love, like a bleed That I know is killing me Are we killing the dream? (Wish it’s more than what it seems) Poisoned the me in me (With the questioning of everything) No fully seen, taking apart A loveless dark, a life apart, breaking my heart Love is like a war Love, like a chemical, (All for you) Love, like a bleed That I know is killing All this and what for? Is the hurt for something more? (All for you) Finding truth in me False love has killed the dream We exit from the trauma Exist in sunken dreams Forgotten who we are Like it was meant to be All this and what for? A new day a new war Taking more significance than we live for We’re self-hate in state decline Born into broken hearts A loveless dark, a life apart, this brand new start Love is like a war Love, like a chemical, (All for you) Love, like a bleed That I know is killing All this and what for? (Wish it’s more than what it seems) Is the hurt for something more? (With the questioning of everything) (All for you) Finding truth in me False love has killed the dream
4.	Exit Obscured / Restricted To Earth 04:30	lyrics	buy track
Under my skin A longing for Something more Than a world can offer Sink in me Recovery What we’ve seen And what we’ve been If I bleed What could I be? Become all Or nothing at all Lose my self Falling in and out of hell Caught in this way of life Can’t let it die Because I’m still here on the inside I’m a slave to the unknown With no purpose at all Escaping in new world chemicals What do you believe? False love is my heroin A sunken dream under my skin Lost in modern living No new world Recovery Lose yourself Become unseen If I leave What could I be? Hoping to find an end to start new beginnings Way of life Can’t let it die Because I’m still here on the inside I’m a slave to the unknown With no purpose at all Escaping in new world chemicals Let it die Let it die Let it die Because I’m still here on the inside Let it die Set me free Let it die Recovery Let it die What will I be? Hoping to find an end to start new beginnings Have we made mistakes? Trying to cure the ache What do we suffer for? Give in to self war Poison, we need it more Addicted to before He knows there’s something more He can’t see it anymore
5.	Curtain Call 04:04	lyrics	buy track
I know I want out from the damage within Infinitely marked my finite skin Look back to what you were This life, unknown pleasure I know you can’t hurt forever But I can’t stay until it’s gone The displeasure feeds the error Had enough of modern love The joy overrun by chaos built in me I’m leaving this world of false purity (Incomplete) Exit from what you were (Obsolete) This life, unknown pleasure I know you can’t hurt forever But I can’t stay until it’s gone The displeasure feeds the error Had enough of modern love So take this curtain call So you can feel it all I know you can’t hurt forever You only hurt the ones you love (The ones you love) Defined by what I leave behind It’s getting hard to recognise Wishing we’d get what we deserve Is it enough to leave the world? Is it enough? Is it enough to leave the world? Is it enough? Is it enough to leave the world? I know you can’t hurt forever You only hurt the ones you love
6.	Something Broken, Somewhat Isolated 02:07	lyrics	buy track
Little by little he fell apart Find a new place for a new start And instant fix to self abuse Life is more fragile than we’ve made it Pleasures Silent Violence Vibrant Pursue Healing Detach Feeling Nations Falling Distant Calling Last look Time to leave The world And me
7.	Lull 03:27	lyrics	buy track
Dead and gone But will my spirit carry on? Gave up the ghost Nobody without its host Beautifully tragic Somewhat chaotic I know this life has come to pass Insignificant as the dust fallen I was never meant to last So think of me as history Fell apart Syndrome of a broken heart Spoken out loud But no one could hear the sound Silent until I died You’re the reason why With no one behind the mask Connected more than ever But further apart We were never meant to last So think of me as history You’re listening to the death of me So where is your love? Where is your worth? What is the purpose of the earth? Where is the cure in all the hurt? And what does all of this stand for? I’ve found a way out of this life With creating change comes sacrifice I’ve found a way out of this life So think of me as history
8.	[II] Human Error 01:36	lyrics	buy track
Self Gone All One Become Guidance Violent Vibrance Self less Depart New world New start
9.	The Truest Blue 03:38	lyrics	buy track
I feel you were obsolete I feel you becoming so complete I feel you sinking in your teeth I feel you becoming a part of me Let go Oblivion unclear Let go Lost in the shift of fear Undone From once was earthbound Have I let you go? Have I let you down? We’re living in a dream But no heavenly healing We’re living in a dream Lost you True blue New life We want to be seen I see you for what you really are New life Broken obscene You’re hiding in those scars So you won’t let go Oblivion unclear (Just let go) Let go I can’t find you here (Come undone) Undone We don’t want a god Just someone to blame but that’s never enough We’re living in a dream But no heavenly healing We’re living in a dream Without euphoric feeling But I can’t make the change And find no bigger meaning I want to be someone Or feel something Lost you True blue New world Truth We’re living in a dream (Further and further into a sunken dream) But no heavenly healing (Of truest blue to be redeemed) We’re living in a dream (He feels more alive without his body) But here to find ourselves
10.	Feels Like Violence 02:47	lyrics	buy track
Feels like violence Breaking incredible silence Feels like violence Unvoiced chemical vibrance New world unseen And so are we Hardwire Required Because it feels like violence Violence Further in this spiral Will I find the answers here? Feels like violence Breaking incredible silence Feels like violence Unvoiced chemical vibrance Cannot resist Addicted or inevitable Evolved to this Empty but make the rotten world go round Look at the mirror Reality as numb as what you see All radical All capital No rational No cure to your obscene Guaranteed Nothing in this place that’s kept for you and me Incomplete Still lying and unclean Blind by desire Unstoppable and feeding this machine Say we have it all but incompatible Just like animals that are filled with lust and greed New world now seen Look back at me Hardwired Desire No real required Foreseen feeling So incomplete All torn apart Because it feels like violence Violence Further in this spiral Will I find the answers? Violence Violence Further in this spiral Remove pain until it’s all gone
11.	Only One 03:58	lyrics	buy track
We should be here To find ourselves But we fall in and out of hell Wish I could have been pulled up Made a ghost out of me This violated soul couldn’t breathe enough It was situated in damaged love Endless spiral flipped on its head I want to leave the fear and dread I’m waiting, take me by the hand And get out while you can Closer to what we deserve Closer to the end of earth Closer to finding the only one A world apart I see we’re victims in the dark This violated soul couldn’t find the sun To fully bloom or be the one Endless spiral flipped on its head I want to leave the fear and dread I’m waiting, take me by the hand And get out while you can Closer to what we deserve Closer to the end of earth Closer to finding the only one So we’ll carry on Towards the sun Life goes on and on It goes on and on The only one Closer to what we deserve Closer to the end of earth Closer to finding the only one
12.	It’s Just A Feeling 02:57	lyrics	buy track
What have I left behind for what’s in front of me? Am I filling the void just so I feel complete? So am I saving you? Or am I killing me? Obsession faking the truth of what’s controlling me I let it in my mind I let it take my life I’m letting you inside When will I finally have nothing left for me to hide? All error but falling apart It’s just a feeling, it’s just a feeling Together but lost in the dark It’s just a feeling, it’s just a feeling All pleasure but losing the heart It’s just a feeling, don’t you feel it? Don’t say you can’t feel anything at all What have I left behind? See it for what it is We’ve found false image but lost true worth like it was bliss Nothing left inside (Blur the line) Nothing left to hide Substance relied Now you can’t deny You live your own lie Now you can’t decide Now you can’t survive Without the needle, but you tried All error but falling apart It’s just a feeling, it’s just a feeling Together but lost in the dark It’s just a feeling, it’s just a feeling All pleasure but losing the heart It’s just a feeling, don’t you feel it? Don’t say you can’t feel anything at all So just know You can’t let go Of love and it’s cargo Lose you Don’t let it be New pulse before you leave Because I’m giving up the ghost With all new energy Experience new pulse I am so complete It’s just a feeling But I can’t control it
13.	Euphoria / Visions Of Ecstacy 05:33	lyrics	buy track
Lost control In the unknown How to find yourself again? So where do I belong? When everything is honest It’s like I can’t come alive Come alive to realise Shed my skin Can’t hide within Expose (It’s the end) My world (Of war) I’d die (Die for) For you (Your euphoria) So where do I belong? When everything is honest It’s like I can’t come alive Come alive to realise So what have I become? (Slave to your revolution) Does it exist beyond us? Is there a cure for the world? (Evolve to something chosen) What can I do to save you? Slave to your revolution Forgiven, forgotten Evolve to something chosen Forgiven, forgotten I’ve come alive to realise I’ve come alive for the first time I’ve come alive I’d die for you What can I do to save you? So I know where I belong I’m everything and honest It feels like I’ve come alive Come alive for the first time (Permanent reflections)
14.	New Age Vibrance 05:30	lyrics	buy track
Who are you and where are we? Muting violence chaotically Forced to see or made to believe? This promised pain is recovery So who are you now? All evolution Who are you now? From false revolution Who are you now? I’ve become the cure The world is yours Can’t live in anymore I gave it all to feel anything My piece of the world My everything And now that I’m gone you have everything Your place in the world So are we free or made to believe? All poisoning All imprisoning Mark infinity On your finite skin Love endlessly Trust before you leave Shine onto me Light of true healing Take obsession See your reflection So are we free or just forced to leave? Find the escape Live permanently Because I gave it all to feel anything My piece of the world My everything And now that I’m gone you have everything Your place in the world Your beginning (What do you believe in now?) Your beginning (What are you living for now?) Your beginning And now that I’m gone You’re beginning your place in the world It’s yours Becoming purpose in this spiral He’s everything and nothing And in his death he found new pulse A new cure to bring new change Waiting to be heard Pleasures Vibrant Violence Silent Found love Once more What do you live for? Healing Unseen Feel it Believe Return Complete All you All me Who are you now? (Like it was meant to be) Who are you now? (This world becoming me) Who are you now? (And now I’ve set you free) So who are you now? Because I gave it all to feel anything My piece of the world My everything And now that I’m gone you have everything Your place in the world Your beginning Because the only one was built inside me A light in the dark of true healing Exist like a god Reborn to inflict The end of the world as we know it

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released January 21, 2022

Produced by Kel Pinchin

Engineered by Kel Pinchin, Lewis Johns, Robin Mariat, Matt McClellan, Sam Bloor, Pete Miles, Isi Clarke

Drum Technician: Lewis Johns

Studios Used: The Office, The Ranch Production House, Middle Farm Studios, Full Circle Music Studios, Grey Matter Studios, Lower Lane Studios, Grange Farm Studios

Mixed by Lewis Johns

Mastered by Grant Berry